Day 7 & 8

Today is NOT a good day.

Yesterday from what I can remember was a good food day.  As I write this, I honestly cannot remember much of yesterday accept, I ate really good but added white rice in my dinner.

It was the BEST day on TV….being MaryJane and The Haves and The Haves Nots came one.  They are both my favorite shows and I have been literally waiting months for them to come back on.

Everything was all set for 9pm…I had my wine and I made curry chicken with rice.  Now, I am not exactly proud of drinking an entire bottle of wine but it was fun!

I made the choice to drink wine and eat rice with my chicken because I told myself this year I was going to do everything in moderation.  Not cut everything I love out because I always end of resenting the diet and eat more when I off of it and gain a tremendous amount of weight!

I was very proud of myself for not getting seconds like I normally do.  So one serving was a new concept…when it comes to my favorite foods.

I weighed myself this morning and it said 200.6…which means I lost a little over 5 pounds this week!!1  I should be jumping up in down but I am a little scared because I have been eating the rice today as well.  I ate only one portion per meal but at it for lunch and dinner today and dinner yesterday.  You hear such horrible things about eating rice but on weight watchers they teach you that you can eat your favorite foods in moderation.

When I said Today was not a good day…I mean emotionally i just felt down.  I mean, on paper I had nothing to be upset about but I just felt really sad and shed tears for something I cannot put into words. Wait, could rice trigger such an emotion?  I don't know.  My wife asked me what was wrong and I just could not even explain?!?  Have you ever felt that way?

I am soooo looking forward to my cruise that leaves on Sunday….secretly I have been fretting packing because I have no idea what will fit me…I hope I don't have to wear the same thing every day…keep your fingers crossed..

FOOD TODAY
Breakfast 2 Tablespoons of egg whites
Lunch 2 curry chicken wings with 1 cup of rice
Dinner 1 curry chicken wing with 1 cup of rice
I Jello Choc Pudding
1 Cherry Jello

See ya tomorrow