I was so happy to hear that news….it put me right at 200 pounds!
Why is that when you lose weight you get comfortable? So yesterday was a good eating day…I ate within my points…but today…ummm let me just say STRESSFUL!
I had a super stressful meeting. So one of the skinny guys came in with a freaking dozen donuts….I ate breakfast just in case so I was kewl ya know. Well the meeting went fine and then we got into a heated discussion about conversion, performance blah blah. I was sitting there smelling donuts, bitting my tounge, but more smelling donuts! I had been there for at least 1 hour, had had not even eaten a daym donut but I was freaking trapped!! Soooooo, i fucking ate the apple middle donut..my favorite. Buttt! I was not happy when I ate it. But, bottom-line I ate it. I just could not control myself. I dint know why????
Anyway, next I had to meet this client at KFC..YES SHE WANTED TO MEET AT KFC!! My old favorite. And, then at that, it was lunch time. Sooooo….I got the grilled chicken with string beans. At least I made a good choice. But i know KFC is not what I should be eating. Based on weight watchers I only ate 9 points. Oh I forgot to tell you yesterday, I went out with my dad to applebees and got the weight watchers shrimp and rice!
Eating out has always been my downfall, but I didn't always get the best healthy choices.
I need to just carry food with me bottom line.
No other food was eaten today…just red wine…I MISS MY WIFE..COME HOME BABY!
LOOKING FORWARD TO OUR VACATION ON SUNDAY.
urrrhghhhh why can't this be easier!
I have been doing a lot of meditation and thinking and will share that soon!
ttyl
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